I feel like I have just had the wind knocked out of me. As though someone has told me of a death in my family. That is the heaviness I feel in every molecule of my body at this moment.
I just received a phone call from our insurance company from a representative that told me that the ABA services we have been receiving in-home since May...the ones I worked my ass off to get for two years...were 'authorized in error and will not be covered past today.'
I am beside myself. I am sobbing and screaming out loud and have no idea what to do next. The other half is in a business meeting and will call me afterward, but I don't know how we're going to counter this decision with his company.
M is a different kid since our therapist began working with him. He is happier and calmer from the engagement she provides him each afternoon. MY life has been happier and calmer since she started coming here. Holy shit, you guys, I am FREAKING OUT over here.
Please, please let this be a bad dream.
I know it sounds dramatic, but this is so important to our entire family.
I am absolutely crushed right now.